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If you stay true to your self no matter how hard it is or you think It will get when you try and give your 110% at the end you know you done what you can to make it Right. No matter what some one does at the end you most be please with your self know you done what you can no matter what other thing of you PRIDE is what matter and be real to one person your self. When People Hide behind other is cause they are weak and they can't take care of the own problems and want other to feel sorry for them cry for then and hold there hand this is a person that is WEAK and deserve no RESPECT. When a 36year old need other to fight for them is cause they know they can't do it them self so they lie to make other feel sorry for them and that is ok cause they are only showing who they really are; heartless, cold, Psychotic, Bipolar, and just simple trash, Am true to my self and no one will take that away from me that is my way of life and my true self. So for the haters keep Hating cause I am on top and you are not. I don't need to hide behind Alcohol or excuses try to be some one am not or pretend to like some one am not and talk behind other to look good. Who knows me no one if you did when you hear something about me you know is a lie from a hater. So go pop your pills drink your alcohol and hide but hide well cause when you come out you will find and face the same things and at the End you will be alone Cause karma will bite you in the ass cause you are nothing but a player and user of good people and those you call friend just like you cause they like what is yours and take it and you let them so you will not be alone. But guess what You always be alone biter and sad.

Two Wolves ? One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people.? He said, "My son, the battle is between two 'wolves' inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed.

Things to think about. The MAYONNAISE JAR and 2 CUPS OF COFFEE When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 Hours in a day is not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it wa s. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full.. They agreed it was. The professor next pick ed up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full.The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the impor tant things - God, family, children, health, friends, and favorite passions -- things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car. The sand is everything else -- the small stuff." "If you put the sand into the jar first," he con tinued, "there is no room for the pebbles or th e golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. So...Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play With your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand." One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked . It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."